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Day 69

I bought these pair of rainboots today at Target with my cousin, and I’m extremely proud of them. I love my rainboots and I’ve been looking for a good pair for a couple of months now. My mom freaked out by getting really angry and she started yelling about how stupid of a purchase I made, but after a couple of minutes she cooled down and made a joke of it. I don’t know why my parents are so against rainboots. They’re cute to me, and as long as I enjoy them it’s okay.

Day 68

My mom bought me these sandals at the mall the other day. The sandals are soft, comfortable, and cute. I just don’t know what to wear them with. I have no outfits to match with them.

Today was not a good day. It was at first, but now I feel like a worthless sack of shit. Don’t ask why, life happened.

Day 67

I’m going to buy film for my polaroid camera soon. It breaks my heart knowing that the film is becoming scarce.

Day 66

I’ve had the biggest crush on this girl for the longest time. Her name is Jess (cautiousplay on YT), and she’s part of  The Beaver Bunch, a LGBTQ channel on YouTube.  The channel is made up of 5 different people who take turns making videos throughout the week. Jess has always been my favorite person to watch on the channel, and for a good while I was a major fangirl. My feelings for her have managed to turn into more or less of an admiration, considering she has a girlfriend now, haha.

Anyway, I just thought it was something interesting to blog about. I watch her videos on her personal channel from time to time, and I can’t help but notice how much she’s changed. Emotionally, mentally, physically, everything about her has matured in a major way. I wonder if that’s what happening with me in trying to complete this project.

So, isn’t she just too cute? I don’t know, I have a thing for androgynous girls.

Day 65

I love you all so much. You don’t know how happy you have all made me tonight. Thank you for creating these warm memories with me. Thank you for being a part of my life. Words can’t describe this happiness or the appreciation I have for each one of you. I love you all, forever and ever.

Nammy made this video for me, please watch it. :)

Day 64

Only music knows how to tame the savege beast.

Day 63

My parents threw a surprise party for me yesterday and they invited my Ecuadorian and my Salvadorian family. It was a little awkward at first, but after a few drinks (haha, just kidding) we all loosened up and enjoyed each others company. I jumped into the freezing pool with my cousins for the first time this summer and loved it. My mom even bought me a giant cheesecake instead of the usual Hispanic cakes they buy for every birthday party. Everything about this reunion was out of the ordinary and different, which made it spectacular.

Viva Kelly!

Day 62

It’s all here for you as long as you don’t fly away.